There is nothing more beautiful than the way the ocean refuses to stop kissing the shoreline no matter how many times it’s sent away.
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you’re always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, not even close… not even a little bit… not even at all.
(via toribolori)
i’ve been so busy with work lately. haven’t had a day off in 2 weeks but i finally get one of for this wonderful holiday. it’s been storming all weekend, but i still was able to get my work out on :) i’ll probably do another little workout later just because it’s my day off and don’t have anything else to do lol
anyway, as of lately, i’ve got some good news! i am eligible for financial aid now! so i’m able to go back to school in the fall! so excited, seriously! i’ve missed school and have wanted to go back but i don’t make enough money to pay the bills and save for school. but that’s all changed :)
also, my doctor switched me over to methotrexate. i was on prednisone(steroid) which was making me gain weight bad, and it wasn’t really helping with my arthritis. and plus it’s really bad to take long term. it had stopped my period as well. i’m really hoping methotrexate will help.
i feel pretty good about myself these days. i’ve been drinking lots of water and avoiding fast food. i’ve been working out at least 4 days a week. depending on how much pain i’m having with arthritis. and i’ve just kinda been spending time alone a lot. not really going out much. which i think is good. means i’m getting enough sleep at night, and not drinking lol which i tend to do a lot when i go out.
tomorrow i’m going to reward myself with a month worth of tanning and i’m thinking of buying one of those body wraps. idk if they work, but i heard they help reduce cellulite. which i kinda have a little bit on the back of my legs. i’m really trying to work on getting the best summer body i can get. hopefully, by the end of may i will have it. but my body is going through a lot of changes right now because of the medications i’m taking.
either way i’m happy with life. i can’t complain. there’s too many people that love me and i have a great job, great bosses, a good best friend, and i’m gonna be going back to school! that’s just the best news ever. i’m so ready to get my life started. i feel like i’m finally coming out of this slump or ditch that i’ve been stuck in.
things are finally looking up.
Heart Attack - Demi Lovato(cover by Alex G)
love this song<3
i can’t wait for summer to get here…
(Source: expllosive, via sweetoniondreams)
